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| I'm quite tired. So much is going on in my life right now.
I'm wondering if, like when a POW is found after years that you thought
that they were dead, and had already gone through your greiving
process, if there is any form of reversed greiving process. Like shock
or denial.
I feel that way about Roger, my biological father. I refuse to use the
term "Dad" because I already have an awesome one of those. No, I have
not gone lacking. But, why after 16 years does he want to see me.
Honestly, I thought he was in a gutter somewhere, dead because of his
drug problems. Honestly, I didn't care. I'm so confused.
I also have a math test.
How lame.
I'm wearing Tripp's Glassjaw shirt that he gave me.
Its a beautiful memory.
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| So, i'm here. And its not so bad. Definitely not ACU though.
Found this in the Uncyclopedia. It made me feel good and smile.
Texas, also known as the "best anything ever" is the best
place which is in existence at this time. It passed the rest of the
world in bestness in the year 1822.
If you are from Texas, you should be glad, because you are priveleged to know that there is nothing wrong with you. Texan men are the manliest in the world, and Texan women are gorgeous and hospitable.
... and i've been playing lots of chrono trigger
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| I'm slowly getting excited about school. I really want it to start, I just wish it was at ACU instead of ACC.
Oh well, maybe our holidays will be slightly different so i can go out there.
It really has been awesome getting so see John every couple of weeks, instead of freakinevery3months. I had my first gyno appt. I was put on birth control, which my mom refuses to call "birth control" until I'm married. She prefers "harmones" but that makes me feel like i"m bi-polar or something. and she and dad gave John and me the birds and bees chat AGAIN. Oh well, I really don't mind. I'm glad they care about me.
This summer I really feel like I have grown up a lot. Me and Mom are friends. Its not really like we weren't before, it was just more of a mother/daughter relationship instead of a friendship. Its really cool. I enjoy going on road trips with her, even though she doesn't really like my music. But we don't get down each other's throat when we have conversations or when we are shopping!
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| Hey you guys.
Man, its been a while. Since I've gotten home, I have gotten a full time job working at Bahama Joe's, a t-shirt screen printing company. SO I'm on the industrial side of graphic design.
Last week my family and John went to Red Top Mountain State Park up in North GA on Lake Altoona. It was tons of fun.
When I look on my xanga I begin to really really miss all of my Texas buddies. I wish I could see you again soon, but it looks like the closest possiblity is still New Years. I hope things are staying swell.
-love. | | |
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